I believe I have figured out something very important to me. That thing happens to be my issues with writers' block. You see, since high school I have had severe writers' block in all areas. Well, I have finally figured out what the deal is. I had a kind of invisible structure that led my life in high school. Wake up, go to school, come home, watch toonami, do homework, chill out with friends, go to bed, do it all over again. Outside of high school, people forget how dependent we are on that structure. We breath in those first breaths of freedom and walk face first into the colossal wall of adulthood without any guidance other than what we brought with us. Now without that structure, I find that my writings are strangled and I need to find a new outlet to guide my thoughts. Truth be told I think I have found it, but it's a tad annoying. Oh well, lifw without pain is not life at all, right?